that would solve EVERYTHING.
It was the weirdest day
I have no idea what was going on with me today. It was as though my mind stopped functioning, I felt like a zombie. And I know its not my period because it is way too soon for that, even pmsing. I got pissed at people I never ever get mad at, I am usually so calm and sweet to everyone. But, man… If you even rubbed me the wrong way I was growling in my head. Maybe it was something from this morning. I was pretty pumped to get to school early but it turned out there was ice on my windshield. By the time i dealt with that I realized I had left my house key somewhere. And of course I panicked, I mean how was i supposed to get in after classes. Thankfully my dad gave me the back door keys so I wouldn’t be stuck outside till he got home. So i got to school later then I wanted and then realized i left my knife kit and nutrition book at home. Great. So maybe that’s what set me off. And what was even more bizarre was as I was peeling carrots this morning, in a sort of angry focused way, I started crying. I got swept away in the thought of joe coming home in 2 weeks and all I sudden my heart ached like crazy. I thankfully caught myself, wiped my eyes and continued my job. It was super random and weird, maybe it was the onions I had chopped earlier getting revenge… But After I ate lunch i felt a little better and my day seemed to improve. On a side note my appetite is getting bigger, it makes me happy after last weekend episode of random panic attacks that scared me from eating. Okay rant over :p
